I sit at my desk this morning shaved, smelling like "sweat pea" lotion, and wearing VS satin blue thong panties with a hard clittie remembering the events of the last 24 hours. At this time yesterday I was at my desk with my clittie tightly encased in VS black thong panties and tight control top pantyhose. The hose wreaked havoc on my ability to concentrate on anything but my wife and Akasha as they constantly rubbed my clittie and legs in ways that kept my clittie perpetually hard. On top of that, I could not stop thinking about the humiliating task my wife expected of me later that night. How would I do it? Would I be able to do it? What would my wife think? Would my clittie disappoint me and get rock hard while sucking? Would my wife notice my hard clittie if that happened? All these thoughts and more were going through my head.
All evening I was nervous leading up to my task. Unfortunately, my clittie seemed to respond favorably to it. What is it about me and getting more and more turned on with each humiliating task? I don't yet know, but I know my wife and Akasha enjoy it! I also had a strong desire to please my wife and Akasha. Akasha's kind, encouraging words about my blog pushed me to want to continue to perform well for her and my wife.
When the time to perform for my wife came, I headed to the refrigerator to retrieve the whipped cream while my wife retrieved "my dildo." That's what she callled it! She bought it just for me as she has no intention of using it on herself. She has her own "Merry Mermaid" that keeps her happy. In fact, when I told her how humiliated and vulnerable I felt when I assumed Akasha's favorite position with my panties around my knees, on all fours with my ass cheeks spread apart, she simply smiled and said, "It will definitely happen one day," a reference to my inevitable final step in becoming her complete slave.
My wife purchased a special dildo for me. It is red, about 6 to 7 inches long and quite thick. I'm really nervous about that! It fits in the new strap on harness she purchased and just for her, has a little smiley face on the tip of it that she teases me with. You can see it in one of the pictures on the right.
When I got back to my room with the whipped cream, my wife had my dildo in hand and asked me to spray just a drop of whipped cream on the head of it. She dipped her tongue into it and said, "mmmmm, you may like this after all." She then had me hold it while she applied two large strips of whipped cream to the complete length of the dildo. She then took hold of it, placed it in front of her dripping pussy and smiled at me knowing that it was my time to perform for her.
I can't tell you how nervous and humiliated I was at that time. I don't even think my clittie was hard, even though it was encased in a silky thong and pantyhose. I couldn't believe what I was about to do. I was going to suck a dildo in front of my WIFE!!! In fact I was going to have to seductively lick and suck whipped cream from it! What would she think?
She moved the dildo towards me and I instinctively raised my hands to her hips and stuck out my tongue. I tentatively licked some of the whippend cream from the head and asked my wife if I was doing it correctly. She gave me positive encouragement, but reminded me that I needed to suck it. Her saying that did something to my clittie. All of a sudden I became rock hard listening to her tell me to suck it! This was my wife, the love of my life, making me suck on a dildo for her pleasure and amusement. And I was turned on!!!
As I placed my lips over the head, she seemed to push forward sliding the dildo deeper into my mouth. I could sense her smile as I engulfed the dildo. At this point, I was as humiliated as I have been at any point in my life, but my clittie was a hard as it could be! My wife's control of me, at that moment, became so crystal clear to me and my clittie responded by aching for release inside my pantyhose. It seems the more humiliating the task, whether it be public humiliation or in front of my wife, the harder and more turned on I become. I am certainly my wife's slave.
I sucked my dildo several times, each time with my wife thrusting it deeper into my mouth. I know she was enjoying this experience more than anything she had ever done to me. After several minutes I had sufficiently licked/sucked off all the whipped cream from my dildo and my wife said, "Good Boy, you are done." I stood up to reveal a huge clittie that my wife clearly noticed. She said that this new task would become part of her femdom toolbox. A reference to the fact that she liked it and would be making me do this again.
I must say that this task must have been much harder for me than the other men in Akasha's training. It's humiliating enough to complete this task alone, but having to complete it in front of your wife provides an entirely whole new dimension of humiliation. Here I am an athletic, masculine husband, marketing executive, submitting to my wife in the most humiliating of ways; on my knees sucking a dildo wearing panties and pantyhose and getting more and more turned on with each deeper thrust of her hips! I love my femdom wife! Thanks Akasha for training us so far. Your influence has created a monster and made me more submissive to her by the minute.
Goddess Renee's Slave
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