Buying the Gates of Hell

My wife and I did not purchase Akasha's slave training kit prior to the start of this training. While my wife had plenty of panties prepared for me to wear, we did not have a Gates of Hell. Since Akasha mentioned in lesson 3 that the Gates of Hell would be needed soon, we decided that it made sense to get one prior to lesson 4 beginning.

We found over the internet that a upscale adult toy store owned by two women and catering to women sold the Gates of Hell. My wife called the store this morning to make sure that they had one in stock. After much discussion with the sales girl on the phone, my wife placed one on hold and told the girl that her husband would pick it up later today.

When my wife informed me that I was to pick it up and that she placed one on hold, I became a little nervous. My wife has really enjoyed this training so far and thoroughly enjoyed my humiliation last night. Therefore I did not know what she may have told the sales girl and did not know what to expect when I arrived at the store. Thoughts of Akasha's shopping stories raced through my head. Did she tell the girl to make sure it fit me? Did she tell her to make me squirm a little? Did she tell her that I was her slave husband? Did she tell the girl that I was wearing panties? Did she tell her to make me purchase any other submissive items? I did not know, but was nervous as I entered the store.

Once inside the store my heart was racing. I headed over to a shelf with the "Feel Doe" dildo. I had seen one of these on the Stockroom's website and thought that my wife would enjoy it. I wanted to see one in person to see what all the fuss was about. I also wanted to see the "slim" version as I know where it will end up if my wife wants one! Akasha, I would love to get your perspective on this product. Is it something that my budding femdom wife should have in her "toolbox?" Have you used it?

While browsing, a sales girl approached me and asked if she could help me find anything. I think I had a lump in my throat as I told her that I was there to pick up something that my wife had placed on hold. A smile immediately came to her face as she said that you must be Renee's husband. She took me to the counter and produced the Gates of Hell for me. I was extra humiliated, not only at her knowing smile, but due to the fact that there was another female customer at the register when she showed me the item.

I couldn't believe how the sales girl maintained the grin on her face the entire time I was with her. I kept waiting nervously for her to say something to me or tease me in front of the other customer. Thankfully she didn't and I left the store immediately after she handed me the bag. I excited the store and breathed a deep sigh of relief that nothing more had happened. It was then that I realized that my clittie was rock hard! What is wrong with me? Why does it keep happening that when my wife puts me in compromising or humiliating situations my clittie becomes hard? Is that the life of a submissive? I don't know, but I know my wife enjoys it.

Maybe tonight I will understand what she plans to do with the Gates of Hell, but that's another post. Now the only thing we are missing from Akasha's kit is the sealed envelope. I'm sure my wife will improvise!

Goddess Renee's Slave