I'm Finally Allowed to Cum!

This post is a few days late as we were travelling for the holiday over the last few days.

After reading Goddess Renee and Akasha's instructions on Tuesday afternoon, I quickly could not think of anything but cumming. Per their instructions I rubbed my clittie to the brink of cumming three times at my desk. I was so horny I didn't even pay close attention to who might be nearby. Once I completed that task my clittie was rock hard and had no interest in getting smaller so I decided to stay at my desk and search for the perfect video for my Goddess and Akasha. This way nobody would see the large bulge in my panties!

I took a lot of time looking for the perfect video for them. I found videos of all kinds. Some showing slaved getting milked; some showing gigantic strap-ons; and one showing a slave led around on a leash by his wife. Finally I found the perfect video. My wife has been obsessed with her strap-on ever since purchasing it from the Stockroom in Akasha's femdom training course in December. The problem for her is that she has not had a chance to use it yet and has never done so. Therefore, I knew that my Goddess would want to see a strap-on video. After viewing the video I selected I also knew it was the perfect video for Akasha. The last scene showed a slave who had been sufficiently pounded by his wife's strap-on bent backwards with his cock facing straight into his mouth as his wife stoked him to completion. I know this is Akasha's favorite slave position and I was so excited to find a video showing it for her.

Once I got home from work I couldn't wait for bedtime. Time seemed to lag on forever. Finally it was time for my release, or so I thought. My wife instructed me to put on my pantyhose and meet her in the bed. Once there, she told me how excited the strap-on video had made her. She watched it three times in a row and claimed to be aching with desire at the computer. We certainly couldn't leave my Goddess aching with need while I was allowed to cum! So my wife instructed me to sit on the bed in my panties and pantyhose and give her a foot massage while she used her Merry Mermaid vibrating dildo to have one of the largest and fastest orgasms she's had in a long time. How humiliating! My wife pleasures herself without my help except for my foot massage. I was jealous of that dildo as it moved in and out of my wife. I had a perfect view while seated with her foot on my pantyhose enclosed hard clittie. She came in waves and my clittie almost burst watching her perfect body writhe in orgasm.

Once she calmed down, it was my turn. The pantyhose were driving me crazy as they massagedmy whole lower body, but the control top made it harder for me to rub myself to orgasm as it pressed hard into my clittie. My wife had me get on all fours and begin to rub my clittie through the pantyhose. I felt so humiliated on all fours and looking more like a woman from the waist down and rubbing my clittie while my wife looked on with excitement. After a few minutes of rubbing but having a difficult time cumming, my wife had me turn around so that she was right behind me. I knew what she was thinking. She wanted my ass! I felt so humiliated and vulnerable as she reached under my ass and began rubbing my balls and asshole. Again, my clittie got the best of me as my humiliation and vulnerability from that position and what my wife was thinking about doing drove me crazy and I only lasted about 15 seconds before having a HUGE orgasm in my panties. I came in buckets; completely soaking my panties and pantyhose.

While I recovered I could tell that my Goddess was getting inpatient as she wanted to see my final act; the part I no longer had any interest in completing. I so hoped that she would change her mind. Unfortunately she would have none of it. Soon she had me remove my pantyhose and panties. She then helped bring my panties up to my mouth. Even though we were in the dark, I could clearly feel the smile on her face as she helped the panties to my lips. They were absolutely drenched! The cum had soaked through them except for the really sticky, lumping stuff. That's what I soon found all over my lips and tongue as I dutifully licked up my mess. How humiliating! I had just cum in a pair of panties and pantyhose while my wife supervised and now I was eating my disgusting tasting cum in her presence! It was so humiliating, but it highlighted the control she now has over me and promises to never give up!

The next day my wife couldn't stop talking about the video and would from time to time come up behind me and grab the middle of my ass; right where I know she wants to place her big, red dildo!

Goddess Renee's Slave