Saturday, December 1, 2007

Locked and Degraded

This post is a little out of order as the events below happened before my most humiliating orgasm post. Due to a very heavy work schedule, only now am I able to post about my first experience being truly locked. The following took place a week ago...

Since my wife had me purchase the Gates of Hell this past summer I often thought that it would be fun for us to play with chastity with a device that could be locked like the cb6000. In fact, I often wondered how my wife would use such a device if we owned one.

Well, I no longer need to wonder. When Akasha's new training program started a few weeks ago, my wife told me that I would need to buy only one toy for this training program; a cb6000. As she told me this, my clittie got immediately hard as I imagined my wife teasing me for long periods with my clittie locked in the cage. At the same time I was extremely anxious. What if this device really worked? What if I could no longer get an erection or even be able to masturbate? What if my wife liked it so much that it became a part of her normal control over me? To say I was nervous would be an understatement.

My wife ordered the cb6000 on the second day of Akasha's training and it arrived 2 days later. I could tell she was excited as she called me at work to tell me that her package had arrived. When I got home, the box was already opened indicating to me that my wife couldn't wait to see it. She seemed to have a little more bounce in her step and a grin that was a mile wide.

When we went to bed that evening, my wife immediately pulled out the cb6000 to show me all the parts and bring them to my clittie to see how they would fit. My clittie was rock hard as she put the first ring around it. From there it was clearly impossible for her to place the remaining components on my clittie without me first losing my erection. My wife realized that and decided to put it away for now. Once away, she turned her attention back to my clittie and proceeded to bring me to the edge several times before turning over and saying goodnight, leaving me with an aching hardon.

This nightly teasing continued for two more nights. As I prepared to leave for work on the day before Thanksgiving, planning to return home around noon, to drive out of town for the weekend with my wife, my wife ran upstairs to retrieve something from the bedroom. She soon returned with a huge smile and the black cb6000 case. She simply said, "bring this to work with you today." She kissed me and rubbed my clittie through my slacks before wishing me a good day. On my drive to work I could think of nothing but the cb6000 in my coat pocket. What did my wife intend to make me do? Would I have to put it on a work? Did she leave me the key? Would she make me leave the nice case on my desk for all to potentially see? I was nervous!

At around 11:30am I called my wife to tell her that I was running a little late, but would be home in about 45 minutes. Her response? She simply said, "I don't think so. Go read your email. You have a few things to do before returning home." With that she said goodbye and hung up the phone.

I immediately looked at my email and saw the subject line "tasks" in a new email from my wife. I opened the email and read the following, "Since you've given me quite the laundry list to accomplish before we leave for the weekend, I'm throwing in some honey-do's for you too. Please complete these before returning home:
  1. purchase new pantyhose and baby oil (at the same store)
  2. bring your cage and the baby oil into a restroom
  3. pull down your control top pantyhose and panties and make yourself cum - make it a good one (using the baby oil if need be)
  4. put on the cage and lock it up
  5. call me as soon as the tasks are completed.

With Love,
your mistress"

My clittie was so hard when I finished reading the email. I don't know if it was because she was going to let me cum or because I would finally be locked. Needless to say, I raced to finish my work so that I could go to the store to complete her tasks.

When I arrived at the drug store, I was a little concerned about what people would think with me purchasing large pantyhose (a size that could fit me) and baby oil. I decided it would be best to find the pantyhose first and then find the baby oil as it would be more humiliating to sit in front of all the pantyhose offerings trying to figure out which ones would fit me while holding a bottle of baby oil. Thankfully, there were no other women in the pantyhose aisle and I eventually found what I was looking for. My heart was racing due to the combination of humiliation and desire to cum. I quickly purchased the two items from an older woman and headed to the restroom.

I entered the restroom and found a large stall and began to remove my clothes. I pulled my control top panyhose and lace hiphugger panties down to my thighs and pulled out the baby oil. I squirted some baby oil into my hands and began to rub my clittie. It wasn't long before I was ready to cum. Since my wife told me to "make it a good one," I teased myself a little more before shooting a ton of cum into my hand. My orgasm was tremendous with cum pouring out of my hand onto the floor. Since I was standing, I was also quite light-headed from the amazing release due to the pent up teasing I had endured over the previous 3 days. As my clittie began to soften, I wiped the cum from my hands and attempted to clean the big puddle from the floor before someone else came into the restroom (thankfully my wife did not require me to eat my cum!) Once my hands and clittie were reasonably clean, I applied some more baby oil to my clittie and began to put the cb6000 on. It was more difficult than I imagined as my excitement and nervousness about this device was already making my clittie hard again! Unbelievable!

I finally got all the pieces on and ran the hoop of the lock through the locking mechanism. There was only one more thing to do, click the lock in place. I stopped for a moment. The lock was truly intimidating. It is a black master lock that it clearly built well. This wasn't one of those dainty locks that could be pulled open with ease and then relocked without anyone knowing. Once locked, this lock would remain locked until my wife produced the key and unlocked it herself. As this realization sunk in, my clittie began to harden in the cage. Soon, my clittie had pushed its way to the end of the tube. I clicked the lock shut as I felt the first sensations of the device restricting my erection.

I called my wife on the way home to inform her that I was locked. She seemed happy, but didn't say much more. Once I was home, my wife came upstairs to check on me as I packed my bag for the weekend. She reached down and grabbed my clittie. I asked her if she wanted to see it and she said she did. I pulled down my pants, pantyhose and panties to reveal my locked clittie to her with my balls completely exposed. A huge smile appeared on her face. I knew at that point that I was in trouble!

As we exited the garage, I asked my wife if she had brought the key with her explaining that I didn't know what to expect with the device was concerned about health. To my surprise she had not planned to bring the key! It was at that point that I realized the seriousness of my predicament. My wife had no intention of unlocking me any time soon! Thankfully, she did decide to bring the key, but made sure to keep it away from me throughout the weekend.

My erection eventually subsided on our trip and I managed to get used to the cage. My wife would periodically say something kinky to me that would immediately cause my clittie to get hard causing me to feels the squeezing effects of the device on my clit. She seemed to thoroughly enjoy my torment.

That night in bed, wife played with my very exposed balls ensuring that I was thoroughly teased before rolling over to go to sleep. My clittie was hard and trying its best to push the cage off. After my wife fell asleep, my clittie softened enough to enable me to fall asleep. I awoke several times that night to find my clittie straining in its cage. Would every night be like this? I was torn between my desire to reach down and rub my clittie and the desire to stop the squeezing on my it. It was a this point that I realized that even if I wanted to masturbate, even just a little, that the device would not allow it. That's when my predicament really began to sink in.

The next morning, I applied some more baby oil to my clittie between the open slats in the cage. The oil allowed my clittie to move more freely within the cage, but also caused my clittie to smell quite feminine. I wondered if this was part of my wife's plan. After applying the oil, I thought now would be a good time to see if I could remove it. The oil allowed the cage to move some. As I pulled on the cage I soon realized my dilemna, I could not get it off over my balls. Even if I could, there would be no way to put it back on so my wife would clearly know if I removed it. While I was wearing the largest ring for the cage, it was still uncomfortable enough that I didn't want my wife to make me use a smaller size. I realized that if I did pull off the device, I would soon have it back on with a smaller ring. That was not an option I wanted to deal with. It was at this point that I realized I had lost all control of my cock. Only when my wife was ready, would I be allowed to touch it again!

We returned home Friday. I was still locked yet had been teased each night by my wife. As we went to bed Friday evening, my wife told me that if I pleased her, she might unlock my clittie. The prospect of having the cage removed and cumming drove me crazy with desire to please my wife. I gave her a very long, deep massage with her favorite massage oil doing everything possible to please her. Meanwhile, my clittie was straining within my cage, getting as hard as possible in this truly humiliating device.

Finally my wife indicated that she had had enough of my massage and thanked me. I rolled over hoping that my release and orgasm would soon be at hand. To my relief and excitement, my wife produced the key to my cage and unlocked it. She then pulled the tube off of my clittie as it jumped to full hardness bobbing in front of her. I couldn't wait to cum! My wife removed the rest of the rings from my clittie and then settled her head on my shoulder as I gave her a head rub while she played with my clittie. It was not long before she had me on the edge of cumming. She brought me to the edge several more times. I assumed that I would soon be cumming. Then, unexpectedly, she said "goodnight" and rolled over. I pleaded with her to let me cum. After a lot of pleading my wife said, "I told you I would unlock you if you pleased me. I unlocked you and you should be happy. If you continue to beg me to cum I will put it back on." It was at this point that I realized just how much my life had changed. For the first time, my wife truly controlled me 100%. Just the threat of being locked would now be sufficient for her to make sure that I did everything that she asked of me. Before now, I always felt like I could withstand her potential punishments if I disobeyed her. But now I realized I was totally hers! I think she realized it too as she turned with a knowing smile and fell asleep.

The following evening, she continued my torment by bringing me to the edge several times without cumming and then went to sleep. Finally on Sunday, my wife informed me that I would be allowed to cum, but only if I followed Akasha's lesson to the tee. That evening when we went to bed, my wife continued to bring me to the edge of orgasm. Finally she finished and began to roll over to go to sleep. I begged her to let me cum and mentioned Akasha. She immediately turned back over with a smile and said, "I almost forgot. Go get your happy dildo." Once I had the dildo, she told me to stroke my clittie while I sucked the dildo. She encouraged me to take it deeper into my mouth. I felt like such a slut. I was so focussed on cumming that I would do anything at this point to do so and my wife knew it. After several minutes my wife informed me that it was time. I found myself begging her to let me aim most of my cum directly into my mouth. I couldn't believe I was saying it, but it was certainly more appealing than having a cum drenched face as I went to sleep. My wife smiled and said, "you may cum in your mouth for me." I put my legs over my head against the headboard of our bed and began to rub my clittie. My wife joined in by rubbing my balls and moving her hand back to the opening of my ass. I was so turned on that I couldn't wait anymore. I began shooting huge strings of cum onto my face. To my horror the first several strings missed my mouth and landed on my chin and neck. I aimed my clittie higher as the next string landed on the side of my face and in my hair. I finally found the right aim and felt 4 t0 5 strings land directly in my mouth. The intensity of my humilation only seemed to add to the strength of my orgasm. As I clittie stopped producing cum and I began to come down from my orgasmic high, I realized that I no longer had any control. My wife controlled everything. Just the threat of being locked in the cage would make me do anything she asked of me. I was her cumslut. As I sat there with cum all over my face, beginning to dry and pull on my skin I was overcome with humiliation while my wife laughed at my predicament only adding to my shame. She allowed me to wipe some of the cum off my face, but certainly not close to all. With the taste, smell and texture of cum in my mouth, throat and on my lips and face, I rolled to my side on my pillow to go to sleep. I awoke about 30 minutes later to roll over. As I did, I felt a long string of cum stick to my face and my pillow as I raised my head. It seemed stretch with me and eventually released from the pillow and sprung onto my face. I rolled over and went to sleep degraded and unbelievably humiliated, yet happy that I had pleased my wife. I was now her fully controlled cumslut and I loved the thought of never again being able to get away with not obeying her.