My First Lesson:
When I read my first lesson, I became incredibly aroused but also quite nervous. It became crystal clear that my wife intended to take complete control of me. She would now own my orgasms and clittie as never before. How? I was instructed to purchase a CB6000 for her to place on my clittie. While we had aften talked about purchasing a chastity device, I never thought that she would actually want to buy one. My mind raced as I realized that this fantasy would soon be reality. Would she let me cum? How long would I have to wear the device? Would she make me wear it while I'm travelling? All of these questions seemed to make my cllittie even harder. What was wrong with me? Why did the thought of her totol control over me make me so excited? I can't explain it. I was torn between reallizing that my wife would soon totally control me, but also realizing that I would not be able to steal quite rubs of my clittie or cum without her permission ever again!
In hindsight I wish I had taken more full advantage of the opportunity to cum as often as I wanted. In reality, I only came three times. I came twice in the same evening with one time being in my pink thong panties making a quite a mess that I had to sleep in. The third time was the following morning before getting ready for work.
Lesson Two:
When I read lesson two, I realized just how stupid I was in not taking full advantage of my cumming priviledges. If I had been smart I would have enjoyed many orgasms and emptied my balls to prepare me for the long periods of not cumming that would now be real in lesson 2.
As I wore my panties and pantyhose to work both days last week I was constantly reminded of my wife's desire to make me feel feminine under my clothing. This only made me feel more submissive to her. I think she now realizes that the more feminine she makes me feeel, the more control she exerts over me. I often wonder with a mixture of excitement, fear, and humiliation how far she will take my feminization. She seems to really enjoy it; especially when she can bring another woman in to further my humiliation!
The pantyhose and panties constantly rub my clittie, ass and legs creating a continuous reminder that I am my wife's slut to be used as she pleases. I can't help but think of her throughout the day and the feeling of the pantyhose is relentless. When I go to the bathroom, I am humiliated by the thought of one of my male coworkers catching me pulling up my pink panties and then also pulling up my pantyhose. Once last week, I was in the stall with someone outside, I didn't realize until it was too late that he could likely hear the snap of the panties being pulled around my waste and then the distinct SECOND snap of the pantyhose being pulled around my waste! When I realized this, I purposely waited until he had left the bathroom before emerging from the stall. I was so humiliated hoping that he had not recognized my shoes from below the door.
I read Akasha's The Third Way and immediately thought of my wife. I could totally see her placing a dildo in my mouth or mounting it to my face and fucking herself with it. The act, along with the smell of her juices and the sight of her cumming on my face would be both excruciating and humiliating at the same time.\
As I continued reading the story, I tried to decide what position I would choose as the second way in the story. Would I want to be fucked by my wife's strapon while on my back facing her or on my knees with my ass in the air as she pounded me from behind. Both positions are so humiliating to me, but I would probably want to be facing her with the hope that she would reach down and rub my clittie while she pounded me. The act of looking at her while she fucked me would completely humiliate me knowing that this act would complete my total submission to her. Hopefully, when this happens, my clittie will be let out of its cage!
The third way in the story is without question the most diabolical. I fully expect my wife to do this to me as it is similar to a birthday story that I shared with her before this training began. The idea of her fucking herself by placing my caged clittie inside her is excruciating. Being able to feel her pussy around my clittie, but being unable to get hard and cum would be probably the biggest mind game she could play on me; especially if she came from it. I honestly don't know what I would do!
Mid-Week Task:
While at work in the middle of the week with my panties and pantyhose rubbing against my clit. I looked at my blackberry and saw a message from my wife. The subject line said, "READ YOUR EMAIL NOW!" I became extremely excited. My wife was now controlling me while at work. When I opened the email, it simply said, "You have 2 hours to find time to go to the bathroom and cum in your hand. Email me as soon as you have completed this task telling me when you cum and how long it took you to cum."
I couldn't believe it. What was next? Would she call me at work and tell me I had five minutes to be naked and call her back? I didn't know. I realized that I had missed her email when it was initially sent and now only had one hour to complete her task. Worse, I was supposed to be in a one hour meeting that very minute. If I went to the meeting I would not be able to complete her task. I was very worried about the consequences if I did not complete it on time so I headed to the restroom to complete. By the time I arrived in the restroom my clit was rock hard and ready to cum. I sat on the toilet and began stroking it. In less than a minute I had filled my hand with cum. How humiliating. My wife had me so turned on that I could not last even a minute. Her power over me just continues to grow! I cleaned myself up thankful that I did not have to eat my cum or do something else with it and headed off to my meeting knowing that my wife controlled me and that there was nothing I could do about it.
Lesson 3:
It is now apparent that my wife has significantly grown as a domme. It wasn't long ago that my wife basically copied Akasha's lessons and sent them to me to complete. In fact, there was a time when she found Akasha's lessons too kinky and something she didn't want to do. She didn't want me to eat my cum, she didn't want me to cum on my face. She didn't want me to suck her dildo. Now, these things are tame for her!!!
In this third lesson, my wife stated that Akasha's tasks were not hard enough and boring. She told me that she would be creating her own lesson for me; one that would more excite her! I never thought that there would be a day when my wife would be more aggressive than Akasha. I guess I was wrong.
The day before this lesson my CB6000 arrived in the mail along with the lube shooter. My wife clearly has plans for this training! When my lesson arrived my wife asked me to bring 5 things to bed that night: Nail Polish, My "Happy" Dildo, My New CB6000, Massage Oil, and Toilet Paper. My mind raced as I tried to figure out what my wife had in store for me. Would tonight be the night that she fucked me for the first time? Would she have me suck the dildo for her? Would she lock the cage in place and then tease me mercilously as I sucked the dildo? I had no idea. I was excited, but nervous as well. What if she locked me up for a week?
Once in our bedroom, my wife had me sit on her stool with my feet raised as she sat above me painting my toenails. How humiliating! I was sitting below her while my dominant wife applied nail polish to my toes commenting on how pretty they looked. While I was humiliated there was no way to avoid the fact that my clit was rock hard! It seemed that the more she humiliated me, the more turned on I became. After my toenails were dry I was instructed to give my wife a long massage. She indicated that if I did a good job, there "might" be a treat for me. I was desperate to cum so I worked hard to please her. I stopped my massage after about 10-15 minutes to see how she was doing. She requested one more minute. After the minute was up, she requested one more minute. This went on for a while as I became hornier and hornier!
Finally she had had enough and proceeded to see how my clit would fit in the cb6000. I assumed that it would be locked on me then and there. To my surprise and relief she said that it would be put on me another time. Then she began playing with my clit. In no time I was on the verge of cumming. I hadn't cum in a few days and had been continuously aroused by my wife. In fact, the previous evening I fucked her with my clit until she came only to find out that I was not allowed to cum. I am getting used to being her sex toy, and in fact very much enjoying it, but I can't get used to not being allowed to cum. Even so, I would have it no other way.
After several minutes of teasing me, my wife asked me if I wanted to cum. I was in heaven. I quickly said yes. She then asked me how badly I wanted to cum. I replied very badly. She then told me that I would be allowed to cum if I came all over the dildo and then licked it all up. I paused while I considered this tradeoff. I hate the taste of my cum. It is absolutely the most disgusting thing I have ever tasted and it lasts forever in your mouth. While I was considering this trade my wife continued to rub my clit. Finally I could take it no longer and relented. While she continued to rub me, the thought of her making me lick the dildo seemed to turn me on. I don't know why as I hate the taste of cum and the idea of sucking a dildo is incredibly humiliating. But for some reason, probably because the humiliation would reinforce my submissiveness to her, I became more and more aroused. As she rubbed my clit I couldn't think of anything but cumming on the dildo. Soon I was spraying cum all over the place. To my relief, very little cum actually landed on the dildo. I had expected my wife to cover the dildo in my cum, maybe rubbing it over the sticky mess on my stomach making sure to have it completely coated and then force me to make love to the dildo. Maybe she would catch my cum in her hand and then wipe it all over the dildo. I didn't know, but had these images of her.
My orgasm was amazing. As I came down from cloud nine, I remembered that I still needed to suck the cum from the dildo. The idea was now completely revolting. After I cum I have no interest in actually doing the things that I agree to before. However, if my wife didn't follow through on her demands, I would know that I could always get out of them and hence it would not turn me on as much the next time. For me, knowing that my wife will not back down is a huge turn on as it is a clear sign that she is the boss.
My wife slowly brought the dildo to my mouth and I begrudgingly opened it. In went the dildo with a huge amount of sticky cum right on the tip! Most of it went in my mouth as I sucked, but some of it stuck to my lips. As I removed the dildo the first time, a long string of cum stretched from my lips to the dildo and traced itself over my face. How humiliating. I imagined my wife making me suck a real cock. I hope that will never happen, but that's what came into my mind as the cum landed on my face. I sucked the dildo several more times trying to remove all the cum. Finally, my wife said I was done and I removed the dildo from my mouth. I then put my panties back on and began to replay the recent events in my mind.
I couldn't believe it. I began to get excited again as I realized that my wife had created this scene by herself and that she fully dominated me. What would she be like once she had the cb6000 locked on my clit? Would I be made to do even more humilating tasks to be allowed to cum? Would she place my caged clit in her pussy while she brought herself to orgasm only to leave me with no relief? Would she milk with the cage on allowing my cum to ooze out of my clit with no enjoyment for me? I didn't know what to expect, but realized that there was no turning back for my wife. She was a natural domme!
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