Thursday, November 29, 2007

My most humiliating orgasm ever!

A few nights ago I experienced the most significant humiliation of my life at the hands of my wife. From my previous post, you can see that my very kinky wife asked me to come up with the most humiliating way for me to cum. I was then expected to complete the task I put forth.

Realizing that the hornier and wetter I could make my wife would potentially score me points, I tried to come up with the most humiliating task possible. Once my wife read my suggestion, she was incredibly excited and wouldn't change a thing. The following is a summary of my most humiliating orgasm.

Once my wife came into the bedroom she could hardly wait to get started. I could tell from her demeanor that I would not be able to wimp out of any portion of my task. She quickly had me put on my black thigh high stockings. I actually kind of liked them as they didn't squish my clittie as much as the control top pantyhose she normally makes me wear. She then applied lipstick to my lips. When she was done, she turned on the light to survey her work. My wife's smile and deep throated laugh began my humiliation for the night as I could tell she was enjoying my feminization.

Once my lipstick met my wife's satisfaction, she instructed me to come over to her side of our bed so that she could put her bra on me. This was unbelievably humiliating for me. She had never made me do this before. I can't begin to describe how difficult this was for me, particularly since my wife began to call me her sissy. While humiliating, I couldn't help but notice that my clittie got harder and harder the more she humiliated me. As luck would have it, or not, my wife's bra didn't fit. Instead of letting me get by without putting it on, she place a nursing bra on me instead. This was even more humiliating. Here I was, her masculine husband by day, dressed like a complete sissy slut for my wife's pleasure. While my mind was telling me to remove my sissy clothes and not complete the task, my clittie kept getting harder and harder.

After my sissy outfit was complete, my wife would not stop grinning at me. She then told me it was time to insert her gold vibrating dildo into my ass. She obviously enjoyed the show as I first lubed my ass and then slowly impaled myself on her dildo. It took a while and much relaxing before I could get it completely inside me. Once in, I pulled up my tight hot pink hiphugger panties I was wearing (from my wife's collection) to hold the vibe in place. The panties provided good support for it, but had enough give that the dildo seemed to fuck me each time I moved. My wife then reached under my panties and turned the vibrating dildo on medium speed.

I was then instructed to give my wife a back massage. I spent the next 15 minutes massaging my wife's body with massage oil while dressed as her slut with a vibrating dildo in my ass. Each time I moved forward to massage her shoulders, the dildo would move out an inch or so and then move back in when I brought my hand back to her lower back. She motion continued for the entire massage. It was difficult to concentrate with the constant sensation of the vibrations in my ass, coupled with the additional fucking motion combined with the humiliation I was feeling dressed as my wife's sissy slut. None the less, my clittie was as hard as rock! I could not figure out why this humiliation was driving me crazy!

After my wife said she was satisified with my massage, she put on her strapon harness in front of me for the first time. Meanwhile, I placed a condom over my clittie to catch all of my cum so that I could eat every last drop once I orgasmed. Seeing my wife kneeling before me with this large dildo protruding from her pussy made me excited and nervous at the same time. She was obviously enjoying herself and her newfound control. She lay down on the bed and motioned for to kneel before her dildo. Soon she told me to begin sucking calling me her sissy. The humiliation was so intense. I have never felt so helpless and vulnerable. I knew that if I did not complete this task that I would face some retribution, possibly being locked back into the cb6000. There was only one this I could do, fully submit to my wife as her willing sissy slave and suck her dildo for 10 minutes. She continued to talk to me as her sissy. With each word, my sissy clittie became more aroused. It seemed that the more she verbally humiliated me, the more turned on I became. She then told me to suck more of her dildo into her mouth. As I did my best to suck it, I forced myself not to think of her dildo as a real cock, but as her cock. It was so humiliating!

After about 5 minutes, my wife changed positions and stood up on the bed with me kneeling; my mouth at dildo level. She began to hit my face with her dildo from side to side while laughing her deep laugh. I knew she was having fun and would likely repeat this over and over again over the next many month. This continued to humiliate me. The more I thought about the humiliating task I was doing dressed as her sissy slut, the closer I came to orgasm. My wife fucked my mouth for another 5 minutes pushing the full length of her 6" dildo into my mouth as I did my best not to gag. For some reason, I felt a sense of accomplishment being able to swallow her whole dildo. As I realized what I was thinking, I became even more humiliated. Why was I feeling good about fully swallowing her dildo? And why was it turning me on?

When my wife was done fucking my mouth, she told me to rub my clittie through my panties while continuing to fuck my mouth. After another minute or so of sucking, my wife said, "cum right now!" Those words hit me like a ton of bricks as the cum immediately spurted out of my clittie while I bit down on the dildo placed deep in my mouth. My orgasm was unbelievably intense. As wave after wave of pleasure came over me, I couldn't help but be humiliated realizing that I was cumming with a large dildo deep in my mouth like some sissy cum slut. I was so humilated but didn't stop. It was then that I realized my wife completely controlled me and that I would likely do anything she wanted. I had completely submitted to her. The vibe in my ass seemed to add to the amount of cum that came out of my clittie. Even though I had cum only two days earlier, the amount of cum was tremendous!

I tried to calm down, never once removing my mouth from her dildo. I don't know why. Maybe I was simply trying to recover or maybe my wife was training me to like it. God I hoped not!!! Whatever the case, my mouth remained on her dildo a little longer as I came down from my orgasmic high and waves and waves of additional humilation crashed down on me. Having just cum, there was no horniness to prevent the feelings of complete submission to my wife. Meanwhile, she was not done.

With a large smile on her face, she instructed me to remove my condom and apply it to her dildo. She then instructed me to once again begin sucking her dildo. After another minute or so, she told me to bite the head of the condom. As I did this, buckets of cum washed down my throat. It felt like she was spurting cum in my mouth from her cock! My humiliation grew. Here I was dressed like a sissy slut having just come with a mouth full of cum and a dildo deeply impaled in my mouth. My wife had me exactly where she wanted me and she knew it! And I knew it too. I knew the truth. My wife could now do whatever she wanted to me. I was officially her sissy slut.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Proposal for My Most Humiliating Way to Cum

Last night my wife informed me that if I wanted to cum I would need to come up with the most humiliating method of all for cumming and that I would be forced to consume every last drop of my cum. Here is my letter to her to get approavl for the ultimate humiliation task.

Good afternoon my Goddess,I have been thinking a lot about you and my task at hand. I so want to please you and have been thinking of ways to really make you wet and excited with my humiliation. Here is what I have in mind for my orgasm tonight. Please let me know your thoughts.

First, you will make me dress in a pair of thigh-high stockings, garter belt if you have one, and one ofyour bras if that turns you on (I got the impression that the humiliation aspect would from you last weekend).

Then you will make me put lipstick on to suck your cock.

Finally, you will make me plug myself with your gold dildo vibe and put on a tight pair of panties to hold it in place for your amusement and my torment.

Once I am ready, you will turn the dildo vibe on high and make me give you a back massage. Once the back massage is completed to your satisfaction, I will role onto my back and begin to rub and tease myself without cumming.While I'm doing this, you will put your strapon harness on with the happy dildo.

When you are readyand I am dying to cum, you will make me put a condom on the tip of my cock and then put the panties back on. When I am ready, you will make me get on my knees,with the vibe still running in my ass, and suck on your dildo for 10 minutes. During this time you will make me worship it like never before and attempt to make me fit it all in my mouth. You will fuck my mouth like you want and talking dirty to me.

Throughout this time, I will be rubbing my cock waiting for the 10 minutes to be up and to hear you say, "cum now slave!"At that point, I will cum in the condom.

Once I am calmed down, hopefully you would allow me to remov ethe vibe from my ass. You would then roll the condom onto your dildo and fuck my mouth for a designated time of your choosing and then instruct me to bite the head of the condom and proceed to suck the cum completely out of it while you continued to fuck my mouth.

I hope this makes you wet! I'm a little nervous!

Your pet,

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

My Wife Takes Control

As I type this, my hard clittie is wrapped in turquoise blue lace hiphugger panties from VS and control top pantyhose. It's been a humiliating yet arousing week and half since my Goddess's most recent training began. I am very delinquent at posting for this training so I will use this post to get caught up.



My First Lesson:



When I read my first lesson, I became incredibly aroused but also quite nervous. It became crystal clear that my wife intended to take complete control of me. She would now own my orgasms and clittie as never before. How? I was instructed to purchase a CB6000 for her to place on my clittie. While we had aften talked about purchasing a chastity device, I never thought that she would actually want to buy one. My mind raced as I realized that this fantasy would soon be reality. Would she let me cum? How long would I have to wear the device? Would she make me wear it while I'm travelling? All of these questions seemed to make my cllittie even harder. What was wrong with me? Why did the thought of her totol control over me make me so excited? I can't explain it. I was torn between reallizing that my wife would soon totally control me, but also realizing that I would not be able to steal quite rubs of my clittie or cum without her permission ever again!



In hindsight I wish I had taken more full advantage of the opportunity to cum as often as I wanted. In reality, I only came three times. I came twice in the same evening with one time being in my pink thong panties making a quite a mess that I had to sleep in. The third time was the following morning before getting ready for work.





Lesson Two:



When I read lesson two, I realized just how stupid I was in not taking full advantage of my cumming priviledges. If I had been smart I would have enjoyed many orgasms and emptied my balls to prepare me for the long periods of not cumming that would now be real in lesson 2.



As I wore my panties and pantyhose to work both days last week I was constantly reminded of my wife's desire to make me feel feminine under my clothing. This only made me feel more submissive to her. I think she now realizes that the more feminine she makes me feeel, the more control she exerts over me. I often wonder with a mixture of excitement, fear, and humiliation how far she will take my feminization. She seems to really enjoy it; especially when she can bring another woman in to further my humiliation!



The pantyhose and panties constantly rub my clittie, ass and legs creating a continuous reminder that I am my wife's slut to be used as she pleases. I can't help but think of her throughout the day and the feeling of the pantyhose is relentless. When I go to the bathroom, I am humiliated by the thought of one of my male coworkers catching me pulling up my pink panties and then also pulling up my pantyhose. Once last week, I was in the stall with someone outside, I didn't realize until it was too late that he could likely hear the snap of the panties being pulled around my waste and then the distinct SECOND snap of the pantyhose being pulled around my waste! When I realized this, I purposely waited until he had left the bathroom before emerging from the stall. I was so humiliated hoping that he had not recognized my shoes from below the door.



I read Akasha's The Third Way and immediately thought of my wife. I could totally see her placing a dildo in my mouth or mounting it to my face and fucking herself with it. The act, along with the smell of her juices and the sight of her cumming on my face would be both excruciating and humiliating at the same time.\



As I continued reading the story, I tried to decide what position I would choose as the second way in the story. Would I want to be fucked by my wife's strapon while on my back facing her or on my knees with my ass in the air as she pounded me from behind. Both positions are so humiliating to me, but I would probably want to be facing her with the hope that she would reach down and rub my clittie while she pounded me. The act of looking at her while she fucked me would completely humiliate me knowing that this act would complete my total submission to her. Hopefully, when this happens, my clittie will be let out of its cage!



The third way in the story is without question the most diabolical. I fully expect my wife to do this to me as it is similar to a birthday story that I shared with her before this training began. The idea of her fucking herself by placing my caged clittie inside her is excruciating. Being able to feel her pussy around my clittie, but being unable to get hard and cum would be probably the biggest mind game she could play on me; especially if she came from it. I honestly don't know what I would do!


Mid-Week Task:

While at work in the middle of the week with my panties and pantyhose rubbing against my clit. I looked at my blackberry and saw a message from my wife. The subject line said, "READ YOUR EMAIL NOW!" I became extremely excited. My wife was now controlling me while at work. When I opened the email, it simply said, "You have 2 hours to find time to go to the bathroom and cum in your hand. Email me as soon as you have completed this task telling me when you cum and how long it took you to cum."

I couldn't believe it. What was next? Would she call me at work and tell me I had five minutes to be naked and call her back? I didn't know. I realized that I had missed her email when it was initially sent and now only had one hour to complete her task. Worse, I was supposed to be in a one hour meeting that very minute. If I went to the meeting I would not be able to complete her task. I was very worried about the consequences if I did not complete it on time so I headed to the restroom to complete. By the time I arrived in the restroom my clit was rock hard and ready to cum. I sat on the toilet and began stroking it. In less than a minute I had filled my hand with cum. How humiliating. My wife had me so turned on that I could not last even a minute. Her power over me just continues to grow! I cleaned myself up thankful that I did not have to eat my cum or do something else with it and headed off to my meeting knowing that my wife controlled me and that there was nothing I could do about it.




Lesson 3:



It is now apparent that my wife has significantly grown as a domme. It wasn't long ago that my wife basically copied Akasha's lessons and sent them to me to complete. In fact, there was a time when she found Akasha's lessons too kinky and something she didn't want to do. She didn't want me to eat my cum, she didn't want me to cum on my face. She didn't want me to suck her dildo. Now, these things are tame for her!!!



In this third lesson, my wife stated that Akasha's tasks were not hard enough and boring. She told me that she would be creating her own lesson for me; one that would more excite her! I never thought that there would be a day when my wife would be more aggressive than Akasha. I guess I was wrong.



The day before this lesson my CB6000 arrived in the mail along with the lube shooter. My wife clearly has plans for this training! When my lesson arrived my wife asked me to bring 5 things to bed that night: Nail Polish, My "Happy" Dildo, My New CB6000, Massage Oil, and Toilet Paper. My mind raced as I tried to figure out what my wife had in store for me. Would tonight be the night that she fucked me for the first time? Would she have me suck the dildo for her? Would she lock the cage in place and then tease me mercilously as I sucked the dildo? I had no idea. I was excited, but nervous as well. What if she locked me up for a week?

Once in our bedroom, my wife had me sit on her stool with my feet raised as she sat above me painting my toenails. How humiliating! I was sitting below her while my dominant wife applied nail polish to my toes commenting on how pretty they looked. While I was humiliated there was no way to avoid the fact that my clit was rock hard! It seemed that the more she humiliated me, the more turned on I became. After my toenails were dry I was instructed to give my wife a long massage. She indicated that if I did a good job, there "might" be a treat for me. I was desperate to cum so I worked hard to please her. I stopped my massage after about 10-15 minutes to see how she was doing. She requested one more minute. After the minute was up, she requested one more minute. This went on for a while as I became hornier and hornier!

Finally she had had enough and proceeded to see how my clit would fit in the cb6000. I assumed that it would be locked on me then and there. To my surprise and relief she said that it would be put on me another time. Then she began playing with my clit. In no time I was on the verge of cumming. I hadn't cum in a few days and had been continuously aroused by my wife. In fact, the previous evening I fucked her with my clit until she came only to find out that I was not allowed to cum. I am getting used to being her sex toy, and in fact very much enjoying it, but I can't get used to not being allowed to cum. Even so, I would have it no other way.

After several minutes of teasing me, my wife asked me if I wanted to cum. I was in heaven. I quickly said yes. She then asked me how badly I wanted to cum. I replied very badly. She then told me that I would be allowed to cum if I came all over the dildo and then licked it all up. I paused while I considered this tradeoff. I hate the taste of my cum. It is absolutely the most disgusting thing I have ever tasted and it lasts forever in your mouth. While I was considering this trade my wife continued to rub my clit. Finally I could take it no longer and relented. While she continued to rub me, the thought of her making me lick the dildo seemed to turn me on. I don't know why as I hate the taste of cum and the idea of sucking a dildo is incredibly humiliating. But for some reason, probably because the humiliation would reinforce my submissiveness to her, I became more and more aroused. As she rubbed my clit I couldn't think of anything but cumming on the dildo. Soon I was spraying cum all over the place. To my relief, very little cum actually landed on the dildo. I had expected my wife to cover the dildo in my cum, maybe rubbing it over the sticky mess on my stomach making sure to have it completely coated and then force me to make love to the dildo. Maybe she would catch my cum in her hand and then wipe it all over the dildo. I didn't know, but had these images of her.

My orgasm was amazing. As I came down from cloud nine, I remembered that I still needed to suck the cum from the dildo. The idea was now completely revolting. After I cum I have no interest in actually doing the things that I agree to before. However, if my wife didn't follow through on her demands, I would know that I could always get out of them and hence it would not turn me on as much the next time. For me, knowing that my wife will not back down is a huge turn on as it is a clear sign that she is the boss.

My wife slowly brought the dildo to my mouth and I begrudgingly opened it. In went the dildo with a huge amount of sticky cum right on the tip! Most of it went in my mouth as I sucked, but some of it stuck to my lips. As I removed the dildo the first time, a long string of cum stretched from my lips to the dildo and traced itself over my face. How humiliating. I imagined my wife making me suck a real cock. I hope that will never happen, but that's what came into my mind as the cum landed on my face. I sucked the dildo several more times trying to remove all the cum. Finally, my wife said I was done and I removed the dildo from my mouth. I then put my panties back on and began to replay the recent events in my mind.

I couldn't believe it. I began to get excited again as I realized that my wife had created this scene by herself and that she fully dominated me. What would she be like once she had the cb6000 locked on my clit? Would I be made to do even more humilating tasks to be allowed to cum? Would she place my caged clit in her pussy while she brought herself to orgasm only to leave me with no relief? Would she milk with the cage on allowing my cum to ooze out of my clit with no enjoyment for me? I didn't know what to expect, but realized that there was no turning back for my wife. She was a natural domme!