Well another training program has started for me and my wife. We were both excited to start this new training with the help and guidance of Akasha, but after reading the first lesson, I am still excited, but also a bit nervous. I have a feeling that Akasha will educate my wife on things that neither of us had ever considered. This does excite me, but I am concerned that I will not be able to complete all the required tasks without some prodding. I really want to please Goddess Renee and Akasha so I hope that they will find ways to make me comply if necessary.
As you can see by the title of this message, my cock is now my Clittie and will be known as that throughout my training. It was difficult for me to choose whether to name it my Clittie versus my useless dick, but I ultimately decided that I preferred my Clittie as I did not want to consider my dick useless. I don't know, maybe there is some other subconscious reason why I chose my Clittie, but if so, I don't know it. My wife, Goddess Renee who is supervising my training, was surprised and I think excited that I picked the feminine name for my cock. She seemed to get an evil smile as I mentioned it. What does she have planned for me?
I sit at my desk at work right now with a virtually hairless clittie encased in silky soft thong panties. They are VS blue thong panties with gold lace trim and a blue bow at the top. They have been driving me crazy all day as I have had difficulty thinking about other things since there is no hair between my clittie and the silky feel of the panties! It also doesn't help that the thong has been wedged up my ass all day and is a constant reminder of them each time I walk. Also, each time I looked at my clittie, it made me realize that it belongs to my Goddess. It looks nothing like it did yesterday with no hair and that area of my body now reminds me more of my wife's vagina that I would love to lick and serve.
As instructed by my Goddess, I specially washed my clittie today with a sweet pea bubble bath to give it a feminine scent. I could vaguely smell it each time I went to the restroom today. I don't know if this was part of the plan, but the combination of no hair on my clittie, the feminine scent, the silky thong panties, and my new clittie's name have me feeling a little humiliated, more feminine, nervous, and vulnerable. Probably just the way my Goddess likes me. I am at her complete control and would like it no other way.
I look forward to this training with excitement and fear hoping that I will be able to meet my Goddess' desires and expectations, knowing that she will significantly push my limits and require me to do things I never imagined! While I may not enjoy many of these things at the time, I know that they will make me feel more and more controlled by her; something I want more than anything. I know she wants it too and will surely have more fun than me over the next month. Just the way she and Akasha would want it.
Goddess Renee's Slave
As you can see by the title of this message, my cock is now my Clittie and will be known as that throughout my training. It was difficult for me to choose whether to name it my Clittie versus my useless dick, but I ultimately decided that I preferred my Clittie as I did not want to consider my dick useless. I don't know, maybe there is some other subconscious reason why I chose my Clittie, but if so, I don't know it. My wife, Goddess Renee who is supervising my training, was surprised and I think excited that I picked the feminine name for my cock. She seemed to get an evil smile as I mentioned it. What does she have planned for me?
I sit at my desk at work right now with a virtually hairless clittie encased in silky soft thong panties. They are VS blue thong panties with gold lace trim and a blue bow at the top. They have been driving me crazy all day as I have had difficulty thinking about other things since there is no hair between my clittie and the silky feel of the panties! It also doesn't help that the thong has been wedged up my ass all day and is a constant reminder of them each time I walk. Also, each time I looked at my clittie, it made me realize that it belongs to my Goddess. It looks nothing like it did yesterday with no hair and that area of my body now reminds me more of my wife's vagina that I would love to lick and serve.
As instructed by my Goddess, I specially washed my clittie today with a sweet pea bubble bath to give it a feminine scent. I could vaguely smell it each time I went to the restroom today. I don't know if this was part of the plan, but the combination of no hair on my clittie, the feminine scent, the silky thong panties, and my new clittie's name have me feeling a little humiliated, more feminine, nervous, and vulnerable. Probably just the way my Goddess likes me. I am at her complete control and would like it no other way.
I look forward to this training with excitement and fear hoping that I will be able to meet my Goddess' desires and expectations, knowing that she will significantly push my limits and require me to do things I never imagined! While I may not enjoy many of these things at the time, I know that they will make me feel more and more controlled by her; something I want more than anything. I know she wants it too and will surely have more fun than me over the next month. Just the way she and Akasha would want it.
Goddess Renee's Slave
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