She made me do IT!!!

posted by Goddess Renee's slave...

Last night Goddess made me do it. You know, the one thing that shows up in all fantasy material about femdom. The thing that is the most digusting, most humiliating, most challenging thing about being a slave, yet also the most exciting and biggest turn on before cumming. Yep, she fed me MY CUM!!!

I never thought she would do it. I've read about it in many femdom stories. A wife requires her husband to "clean up" after sex. There are so many ways to do this in the stories. However, my wife is disgusted by eating cum. I didn't think she would make me do it because I didn't think she could get over her own disgust with it. Boy was I wrong!

I'll get this out of the way right now; it tasted terrible! But as I was swallowing my cum and feeling and tasting it on my tongue, I knew that Goddess had taken the big leap to becoming my complete Goddess. The true femdom in her had been released overcoming her own disgust. She had now crossed over from just "trying it out" to being the femdom I had always dreamed of.

So how did she do it and what did I feel like? Well, as has been the case for over a week now, she got me incredibly aroused. I was forced to bring myself to the brink of cumming at least 3 times a day while at work. At home, she would do this several more times each night to the point that I was extremely horny! Last night was no exception. She brought me to the brink more than once and then shocked me with the words, "go get a glass." In an instant I knew exactly what these words meant. I was going to be eating my cum. Surprising to me, this turned me on even more! While it always turns me on in the stories I read, I didn't realize the power of it as it related to my wife's dominance of me. To say it was powerful would be an understatement. I was hugely turned on at the thought of how powerful she had become yet nervous about actually doing it. How would I react once I had cum? I know I am less submissive right then. Would she still make me do it or would she back down? I hoped not. At least I hoped not until I had cum. Afterwards, I hoped she would back down as the thought of eating my cum really sunk in after my orgasm. While it took my orgasm to a new level, once I was done, I knew that the taste would be awful!

To my delight, Goddess did not back down. Had she backed down, I would know that I could always get out of things. Now I knew that she was in total control! She brought the glass to my lips shortly after I had cum and was still in a daze. I protested hoping to avoid this task. She did not give in. She said, "drink it now and bottoms up!"

I did as instructed and felt the slimy cum drop to my tongue. How much was there? It seemed to just keep coming out of the glass! After the last drop landed on my tongue I swallowed. Ick! It wasn't just the taste or the texture, it was the realization that I was eating my own cum!!! She had me completely at the moment and I'm sure she knew it. If I would do this, I would do anything for her. To me, eating your own cum is the most submissive thing I could do for her. The act, both physically and psychologically, is humiliating and difficult.

About ten minutes later I was surprised to find that my submissiveness had returned with a vengeance! I was horny again and ready to do anything she commanded. In fact, her ability to make me eat my cum was now turning me on unbelievably in that I now knew that this would likely happen again and again as she took me deeper and deeper into submission to her. While the act is digusting and humiliating, her willingness to take me there showed that she had graduated to complete femdom.