posted by Goddess Renee's slave
Yesterday was an amazing and intense day right from the beginning. I was awakened by Goddess grabbing her cock and pulling me to her to satisfy her need to cum. Apparently, she had her first "femdom dream" where she was masturbating to orgasm while I could only watch from a chair nearby. When she awoke from the dream she was close to cumming with as strong a need as I've ever seen her. She forcefully pulled her cock to her stroking it as she went until it was positioned at her wetness. I was in heaven! I had not been allowed to cum in over 3 days while enduring intense teasing during that time. Needless to say I was ready.
Just as I was about to enter her we were interrupted by our children! Talk about bad timing! There was no way around continuing so we both went downstairs completely unsatisfied. The good news was the in a few short hours, grandparents would arrive to take our children shopping providing free time for us.
Goddess had previously informed that this would be a special day. We were going shopping for panties for me. But more importantly, she intended to buy two identical panties, but one in size large and one in size small. She hoped that the sales girl would notice her "mistake" and say something only to then reply, "no, the large one is for my husband!" This would then be followed by a trip to the "toy" store for some more fun. I was both nervous and excited in anticipation of my wife's first experience with humiliation outside of the home.
Once the kids left I proceeded to take a shower. My wife arrived in the bathroom as I shut off the water and immediately opened the shower door and began vigorously stroking her cock. She told me to hurry up as I better not cum in the shower! I dried off quickly. Once dry, she led me by my cock to our bed like a dog on a leash. I was so turned on! This was my wife in all her femdom glory!
She positioned herself on her back and pulled her cock to her wetness. She then pushed me inside her while informing me that she had just cum while using her vibrator. She was so wet and her words almost put me over the edge! She proceeded to force me in and out of her wetness until I told her I was about to cum. She informed me that I could cum inside her, but that I would have to "clean her up" once I was done! I can't begin to describe the emotions that went through me at that point. It was so exciting to hear my wife say these things. These were the things I had imagined her saying in my fantasies. While dying to cum, I would have done anything to cum inside her and quickly agreed to HER terms. My orgasm was so intense. I couldn't stop thinking about what she had just said. I would be cleaning her. I don't know why this turned me on so much, but I can't think of another time I was more turned on! I hate the taste and texture of cum in my mouth, yet the thought of being forced to eat it by my Goddess excites me to no end.
After cumming and a brief cool-down, my wife informed me that it was time to clean her up. At this point I hoped she would change her mind as I was no longer horny, but deep down I'm glad she didn't as it would ruin the excitement every other time knowing that she would give in. I made my way down her exquisite body to her wetness. I could not believe how much cum was there! It was leaking from her sex down to her ass! In fact, the opening of her ass we covered in thick cum! I asked her one more time if I had to do this. After receiving a strict response I tentatively began by licking the cum from around her ass. It was so humiliating and tasted so bad, yet I was glad she was making me do it. Once I licked it off her ass, I moved to her wetness and again tentatively licked the cum from her. She was nice and eventually allowed me to stop without sucking all the cum from her. I wonder if next time she will just sit on my face to expedite the process and ensure that I clean her completely. Either way, I know that I asked for this and am so happy that my wife enjoys it!
We cleaned up and then headed for Victoria's Secret. I was very turned on even after just cumming. What would she do? When a sales girl approached us offering help, would she tell her we were looking for panties that would fit me!?! Would she hold the panties up to my waste to see if they fit? Would she say things like, "these would look nice on you" loud enough for others to hear? I was shaking as we entered the store. It seems like we looked at every panty in the store. My wife could not seem to find what she was looking for. At one point she said in a fairly loud voice, "which ones do you like?" This was a normal enough question, but it scared me as I knew they were for me and didn't know what she would say next. I was so turned on and nervous! We finally settled on a three pairs of black thong panties and proceeded to the checkout. There were a ton of other women there. I was so nervous that the checkout girl would mention to my wife that she had purchased 2 size smalls and one size large. Deep down, I was almost hoping that she would. I have no idea why as that would have been quite humiliating, but for some reason it totally turns me on and makes me that much more submissive to my Goddess. The girl did not mention anything and we ultimately left the store with the first pair of "my panties."
We then headed to the "toy" store for some toys that Akasha suggested my Goddess purchase. I had no idea what she wanted to buy. As we entered the store I was excited and watched my Goddess scan the store. She seemed to be looking for something in particular. Finally, she found what she was looking for and headed for the STRAP ON DILDOS!!! Once there, she turned to me with a sly smile. God she is sexy!!! Her cock jumped when she looked at me. She seemed quite excited to wield the ultimate power; literally fucking me! Again I was turned on and nervous at the same time. This seems to be a recurring thing for me over the last few weeks. We ultimately left the store empty handed because my wife could not find exactly what she was looking for. When we returned home, she logged in to the computer and went to the Stockroom where she ordered her toys. For some reason, I can't wait til they arrive! What a day!!!
Monday, December 11, 2006
Saturday, December 2, 2006
She made me do IT!!!
posted by Goddess Renee's slave...
Last night Goddess made me do it. You know, the one thing that shows up in all fantasy material about femdom. The thing that is the most digusting, most humiliating, most challenging thing about being a slave, yet also the most exciting and biggest turn on before cumming. Yep, she fed me MY CUM!!!
I never thought she would do it. I've read about it in many femdom stories. A wife requires her husband to "clean up" after sex. There are so many ways to do this in the stories. However, my wife is disgusted by eating cum. I didn't think she would make me do it because I didn't think she could get over her own disgust with it. Boy was I wrong!
I'll get this out of the way right now; it tasted terrible! But as I was swallowing my cum and feeling and tasting it on my tongue, I knew that Goddess had taken the big leap to becoming my complete Goddess. The true femdom in her had been released overcoming her own disgust. She had now crossed over from just "trying it out" to being the femdom I had always dreamed of.
So how did she do it and what did I feel like? Well, as has been the case for over a week now, she got me incredibly aroused. I was forced to bring myself to the brink of cumming at least 3 times a day while at work. At home, she would do this several more times each night to the point that I was extremely horny! Last night was no exception. She brought me to the brink more than once and then shocked me with the words, "go get a glass." In an instant I knew exactly what these words meant. I was going to be eating my cum. Surprising to me, this turned me on even more! While it always turns me on in the stories I read, I didn't realize the power of it as it related to my wife's dominance of me. To say it was powerful would be an understatement. I was hugely turned on at the thought of how powerful she had become yet nervous about actually doing it. How would I react once I had cum? I know I am less submissive right then. Would she still make me do it or would she back down? I hoped not. At least I hoped not until I had cum. Afterwards, I hoped she would back down as the thought of eating my cum really sunk in after my orgasm. While it took my orgasm to a new level, once I was done, I knew that the taste would be awful!
To my delight, Goddess did not back down. Had she backed down, I would know that I could always get out of things. Now I knew that she was in total control! She brought the glass to my lips shortly after I had cum and was still in a daze. I protested hoping to avoid this task. She did not give in. She said, "drink it now and bottoms up!"
I did as instructed and felt the slimy cum drop to my tongue. How much was there? It seemed to just keep coming out of the glass! After the last drop landed on my tongue I swallowed. Ick! It wasn't just the taste or the texture, it was the realization that I was eating my own cum!!! She had me completely at the moment and I'm sure she knew it. If I would do this, I would do anything for her. To me, eating your own cum is the most submissive thing I could do for her. The act, both physically and psychologically, is humiliating and difficult.
About ten minutes later I was surprised to find that my submissiveness had returned with a vengeance! I was horny again and ready to do anything she commanded. In fact, her ability to make me eat my cum was now turning me on unbelievably in that I now knew that this would likely happen again and again as she took me deeper and deeper into submission to her. While the act is digusting and humiliating, her willingness to take me there showed that she had graduated to complete femdom.
Last night Goddess made me do it. You know, the one thing that shows up in all fantasy material about femdom. The thing that is the most digusting, most humiliating, most challenging thing about being a slave, yet also the most exciting and biggest turn on before cumming. Yep, she fed me MY CUM!!!
I never thought she would do it. I've read about it in many femdom stories. A wife requires her husband to "clean up" after sex. There are so many ways to do this in the stories. However, my wife is disgusted by eating cum. I didn't think she would make me do it because I didn't think she could get over her own disgust with it. Boy was I wrong!
I'll get this out of the way right now; it tasted terrible! But as I was swallowing my cum and feeling and tasting it on my tongue, I knew that Goddess had taken the big leap to becoming my complete Goddess. The true femdom in her had been released overcoming her own disgust. She had now crossed over from just "trying it out" to being the femdom I had always dreamed of.
So how did she do it and what did I feel like? Well, as has been the case for over a week now, she got me incredibly aroused. I was forced to bring myself to the brink of cumming at least 3 times a day while at work. At home, she would do this several more times each night to the point that I was extremely horny! Last night was no exception. She brought me to the brink more than once and then shocked me with the words, "go get a glass." In an instant I knew exactly what these words meant. I was going to be eating my cum. Surprising to me, this turned me on even more! While it always turns me on in the stories I read, I didn't realize the power of it as it related to my wife's dominance of me. To say it was powerful would be an understatement. I was hugely turned on at the thought of how powerful she had become yet nervous about actually doing it. How would I react once I had cum? I know I am less submissive right then. Would she still make me do it or would she back down? I hoped not. At least I hoped not until I had cum. Afterwards, I hoped she would back down as the thought of eating my cum really sunk in after my orgasm. While it took my orgasm to a new level, once I was done, I knew that the taste would be awful!
To my delight, Goddess did not back down. Had she backed down, I would know that I could always get out of things. Now I knew that she was in total control! She brought the glass to my lips shortly after I had cum and was still in a daze. I protested hoping to avoid this task. She did not give in. She said, "drink it now and bottoms up!"
I did as instructed and felt the slimy cum drop to my tongue. How much was there? It seemed to just keep coming out of the glass! After the last drop landed on my tongue I swallowed. Ick! It wasn't just the taste or the texture, it was the realization that I was eating my own cum!!! She had me completely at the moment and I'm sure she knew it. If I would do this, I would do anything for her. To me, eating your own cum is the most submissive thing I could do for her. The act, both physically and psychologically, is humiliating and difficult.
About ten minutes later I was surprised to find that my submissiveness had returned with a vengeance! I was horny again and ready to do anything she commanded. In fact, her ability to make me eat my cum was now turning me on unbelievably in that I now knew that this would likely happen again and again as she took me deeper and deeper into submission to her. While the act is digusting and humiliating, her willingness to take me there showed that she had graduated to complete femdom.
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