As I post this I am in my office incredibly horny with Goddess's cock hard and leaking after having just completed my morning session to bring me to the brink without cumming. These sessions make it difficult for me to think about anything else except my wonderful teasing wife. I wish she could be here right now!
Anyway, getting into my wife's panties used to have a completely different meaning to me prior to 10 or so days ago. That evening, after a lengthy teasing session, my wife told me that I would be wearing her panties to work the next day! I immediately became excited, nervous, and mildly humiliated all at the same time. So many questions popped into my head.
- How would I fit into her panties? I am not a large guy, but I can't fit into her size small panties!
- Did she buy me my own panties? This would be almost more humiliating for me as owning your own panties, in my eyes, is one more step to my wife having me in panties every day! In the past, she had teased me about turning all my male underwear pink!
- Would I have to wear a thong panty? What would it feel like? Would the women at work be able to tell that I was wearing panties through my slacks?
The questions circled in my head as my wife reached into her drawer and pulled out a VS blue satin thong that I had purchased for her many years ago when I didn't know how to buy panties for my wife. It was a size large. My wife is a size small. My wife asked me to try them on while still in bed. I was so nervous and hard at that moment. I was about to put on my wife's panties! As I put them on I could feel my wife's eyes on me knowing that she was pleased. She now officially controlled me! And I knew she was loving it. For me, the silky feel of the panties and the realization that my wife now completely controlled me sent her cock into another world. I was so excited yet so nervous about the next day.
Her final tease for me was the humiliating way she said, "I thought these would be perfect for you with a little blue bow right in the middle!" Those words cut right through me. I had longed for her to control and humiliate me and now she was actually doing it. While excited, I was nervous and already anticipating what humiliating things she might have me do next!
The next morning I showered and dressed and put on her panties. Her cock got instantly hard. The feeling was unbelieveable! The silkiness of them rubbed me every time I walked and the thong was a constant reminder in my ass that I was hers. I found myself rubbing her cock throughout the day as the feeling was so intense. Goddess had purchased some "male panties" for me a few months earlier that turned me on at work, but they were nothing like these panties!
All day I was nervous that the females in my office could tell I was wearing panties due to the lack of underwear lines in the back of my slacks. I made sure that when walking up stairs people were always in front of me and not behind me where they could clearly tell that I was wearing a thong. I had two meetings that day where I was the only male in attendance. All throughout those meetings I was aroused and humilated knowing that I was wearing panties along with them and that very possibly, mine were more sexy than theirs! I suspect that was what my wife had in mind.
The final humiliation came when I went to the bathroom, sat down and stared directly into my wife's panties. It hit me at that point, I was HERS completely! That day was long, exciting, humiliating, and amazing all at the same time. I imagined my wife thinking of me and what she had in mind for the evening. That night she rewarded me by allowing me to cum for being such a good boy. I have a sneaking suspicion that she was trying to get me to associate cumming with wearing her panties, but I could be wrong. :)
Since that day Goddess has made me wear her panties on one other occasion. I had virtually the same feelings that day, however, the panties were not as comfortable as they were too loose and could not hold her cock and balls in place. My Goddess knows that I will do anything for her yet she hasn't pushed me too hard yet. She has been great at making sure that I am ok with everything, however, she knows that whatever she demands, regardless of how humiliating, I will comply. As weird as this sounds because it is humiliating to me, I find myself waiting for her to put me in panties again!